haritu join WSC kat main camp UiTM. penatnye tuhan saje yang tahu. banyaklah kenangan. manis, pahit, masam, masin. macam-macamlah. yang macam royal sangat datang untuk ambil duit je, biarkan kawan lain bersusah gila nak mati sebab dia pun ada, yang menengking orang tak tentu pasal tanpa rasa bersalah pun ada, yang sesuka hati laki bapak mak tiri dia ketuk tingkap kereta orang and buka pintu kereta orang without the drivers permission pun ada. macam-macam perangai orang ni kan? macam monster pun ada. mulut time tu hai buat dosa jelah. penat dia duk mengutuk maki hamun segala. terima kasihlah KAWAN sebab bagi saya tambah dosa.
lecturer berkata, ingatlah niat you datang, based on nak experience right? so just let it be and terima jelah whatever the shits that people give you. why? because you'll meet more of these monsters bila dah kerja nanti. Ya ALLAH kuatkanlah semangat saya nanti ye. fahamlah niat lecturer tu dia nak sedapkan hati. i know i got what i want, which is experience. but if people continue to act like a pretty little prince and princesses like these people and get away with it happily, rosaklah program nanti. tak pasal-pasal kesian orang lain. kalau semua work together, then it'll be a very happy memory where we share our tiring moments with kind and hardworking people. tapi takpelah. semua dah besar. takkan nak rotan kot kan. mama cakap biar je sekarang. in future adalah pengajarannye. mama memang wise. teringin nak jadi like her.
on the bright side, no matter how tiring it was, i managed to spend some time with my friends. when i got back home, bazla,reen and maryam will be there and we can talk, complain and share everything. i miss that moment a lot. when i'm at home now, pandang kiri, pandang kanan, there's no one there :'-(
bila sedih ke, geram ke, marah ke, duduklah meraung alone. lately emotion tak stabil. banyak sangat benda yang jadi. kadang-kadang teringin nak dipujuk. mengada lebih. tapi takpelah. duduk bawah shower lama-lama, sejuklah nanti kot.
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