Sunday, June 26, 2011

r.e.z.e.k.i

it's been a long time i wanna spill out this topic. rezeki. kerja. whatever yang berkenaan.

eh hello i bengang sangatlah. i have a part time job. yeah it doesn't pay much, and yeah it's not a glamorous job, but it is still halal. i tengah cari rezeki ni. tolonglah faham. tak perlulah nak pandang-pandang rendah kat orang ye.

tengah-tengah kerja ni, suddenly datang a group of students, my own juniors okay, speaking away rapidly as if i don't understand a word they're saying. some even try to speak as though they have a british or american or australian accent. PUH-LEEEEEZ people, ramai lagi kat luar sana yan g boleh speakinglah. tak perlulah nak berlagak depan orang yang you ingat bodoh ni. hello, i'm your senior. i just work here as a part timer you idiot. ada je yang datang speaking tapi bukan dengan niat menunjuk. kan bagus macam tu. sweet je budak-budak tu. tak perlulah nak hidung tinggi sangat.

just because we work here doesn't mean we aren't educated. and even if some people that works here are not that educated, perlu ke pandang rendah? perlu ke nak tunjuk lagak? apa? awak kaya sangat? what if Tuhan tarik balik rezeki? if that happens, entah-entah mati you sebab tak reti hidup. tak semua orang is blessed by rich parents. some have to work hard for it. stop looking down on people. it's cruel.

besides, orang yang kerja gaji banyak-banyak tu, happy sangat ke kat tempat kerja you tu sampai nak pandang rendah kat tempat orang ni? some people work for their satisfaction, not simply just the money. gaji banyak tapi stress buat ape.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

G.A.T.A.L

"SAYA DAH BOSAN DENGAN BINI SAYA"

hello insan yang bernama lelaki dan perempuan gatal di luar sana. statement ni is made by a man to one of my friend. would you be saying this to your future wives or husbands nanti? if ye, tolonglah jangan kahwin ye. kesian future partner you nanti.

kalau tak boleh setia sangat, jangan gatal-gatal nak kahwin. memanglah dalam islam lelaki boleh kahwin 4, tapi cuba you fikir macam ni, if perempuan boleh kahwin 4, would you like it? i know memang tak boleh, tapi just think for awhile. Rasulullah zaman dahulu kahwin sebab tolong orang atau sebar agama atau any reasons yang masuk akal. bukan sebab nafsu macam zaman sekarang ni. apa? nak bagi alasan your future 2nd wife tu anak yatim, so you wanna help an orphan? eh hello banyak je rumah anak yatim kat luar sana so pergi dermalah lagi bagus.

pernah tak you terfikir sekali pun how she feels? memang dia izinkan, tapi pernah tak fikir? dia izinkan sebab dia sayang you, nak you happy. tapi kenapa you tak fikirkan kebahagiaan dia? what else yang boleh bahagiakan seorang perempuan yang baik selain ada keluarga, dijaga, dimanja dan disayangi oleh suaminya? pernah ingat tak janji-janji dulu? dia harapkan you, tapi apa you buat? kalau you banyak sangat kasih sayang untuk dibahagikan, tak boleh ke curahkan dekat si isteri dan anak-anak? your family can never get enough of your love. do feed them with your love. apa perasaan anak bila fikir ayah dia dengan another girl yang bukan mak dia and sometimes even as the same age as they are?

what if it happens to you? you boleh terima ke nak share orang yang you sayang? kenapa orang yang once were in love can be so cruel? kalau dah tak boleh nak setia, tak boleh nak jaga, tak boleh nak sayang, why the hell did you stole her heart and gave her hope in the first place?

seriously, i don't understand how people can have the heart to do this.

r.i.n.d.u

haritu join WSC kat main camp UiTM. penatnye tuhan saje yang tahu. banyaklah kenangan. manis, pahit, masam, masin. macam-macamlah. yang macam royal sangat datang untuk ambil duit je, biarkan kawan lain bersusah gila nak mati sebab dia pun ada, yang menengking orang tak tentu pasal tanpa rasa bersalah pun ada, yang sesuka hati laki bapak mak tiri dia ketuk tingkap kereta orang and buka pintu kereta orang without the drivers permission pun ada. macam-macam perangai orang ni kan? macam monster pun ada. mulut time tu hai buat dosa jelah. penat dia duk mengutuk maki hamun segala. terima kasihlah KAWAN sebab bagi saya tambah dosa.

lecturer berkata, ingatlah niat you datang, based on nak experience right? so just let it be and terima jelah whatever the shits that people give you. why? because you'll meet more of these monsters bila dah kerja nanti. Ya ALLAH kuatkanlah semangat saya nanti ye. fahamlah niat lecturer tu dia nak sedapkan hati. i know i got what i want, which is experience. but if people continue to act like a pretty little prince and princesses like these people and get away with it happily, rosaklah program nanti. tak pasal-pasal kesian orang lain. kalau semua work together, then it'll be a very happy memory where we share our tiring moments with kind and hardworking people. tapi takpelah. semua dah besar. takkan nak rotan kot kan. mama cakap biar je sekarang. in future adalah pengajarannye. mama memang wise. teringin nak jadi like her.

on the bright side, no matter how tiring it was, i managed to spend some time with my friends. when i got back home, bazla,reen and maryam will be there and we can talk, complain and share everything. i miss that moment a lot. when i'm at home now, pandang kiri, pandang kanan, there's no one there :'-(

bila sedih ke, geram ke, marah ke, duduklah meraung alone. lately emotion tak stabil. banyak sangat benda yang jadi. kadang-kadang teringin nak dipujuk. mengada lebih. tapi takpelah. duduk bawah shower lama-lama, sejuklah nanti kot.

Monday, June 13, 2011

a.n.y.o.n.e ?

sometimes...

it looks as though only other people have feelings and i don't..

like, when they are in trouble or something, and i, during that time is either sick or in trouble also,

but it doesn't matter..

only what they feel matter..

it that is the case..

can i have all of my loved ones burden on my shoulder..

so that they will be happy and be able to ask me at least the simplest question i always hoped for.. "are you feeling better now" ..

* no offense people <3*

p.e.r.f.e.c.t ??

nobody's perfect.

always arguing with your partner? thinking that he or she is so annoying? saying that there are others out there better than him or her?

all these will come up in the mind of the people who are looking for a PERFECT relationship. hey there's no such thing lah people. mana ada benda perfect. kita ni hamba ALLAH. confirm lah mesti ada weakness.

bila gaduh, janganlah sibuk nak fikir keburukan your partner je. you pun confirm ada salah jugak.sebab tu jadi gaduh. bila fikir nak break or divorce, trylah ingat balik why you fell in love in the first place. loving someone is not about changing that person to be perfect but accepting that person, his or her flaws and turn them into positive.

what i meant here is not trying to change his or her perangai,contoh, dia banyak cakap, but you nak suruh dia kurangkan cakap. tak bolehla macam tu. from this case, turning that into positive maksudnye anggap yang sikap banyak cakap dia tu sebenarnye your entertainment. maybe dia nampak comel bila banyak cakap ke or try to think that you are special, that's why he or she talks a lot to you. banyak yang dia nak share with you.

tak pun if dia pemalas sangat, janganlah terus nak condemn kata "apesal you pemalas sangat hah?" then terus nak gaduh or tinggal. fikirlah macam ni, sikap pemalas dia sebenarnye adorable sangat sebab nampak manja or whatever, then you sebagai bf or gf yang elok, sepatutnye tolongla push dia sikit. study sama-sama ke, buat kerja sama-sama ke, bagi dia seronok sikit. ini tak. tau nak complain je. camtu sampai bila-bila lah you akan complain seumur hidup sebab ada je benda tak kena.

love him or her for who he or she is. dia dah almost perfect dah tu.trylah. mesti ringan sikit beban tu.

*no offense people <3 *

s.e.b.a.b

hello.

lupa.

the main reason blog ini dibuat adalah kerana lately rasa macam dah tak boleh sangat tahan geram tak dapat cakap dengan orang. kadang-kadang writing is better sebab dapat luah terus, compared to susahkan orang untuk dengar. memanglah orang yang dimaksudkan maybe tak baca, tapi at least dapatlah tulis dari simpan dalam. simpan lama sangat nanti gila pulak.if tak suka, susun 20 jari tangan dan kaki ampun maaf di pinta.ini hanya luahan hati semata-mata,tak perlu di ikut jika tak suka, tapi ikutlah jika berguna ;)

blog dulu di delete sebab wujudnye anjing-anjing yang dengan excitednye akan berlari ke tuan dia untuk memberitahu berita-berita palsu yang dia sendiri tak faham.sebab tulah panggil anjing ye.so now, wahai anda yang kaki report, dah takde dah issues relating to you guys because i only write about things that matter, and you don't =D

* no offense people <3 *

n.a.s.i.h.a.t .m.a.m.a

mama kata,

"kalau nak cari calon suami, carilah yang sayangkan awak, bukan orang yang awak sayang"

bunyi macam pelik kan.tapi it makes sense.orang yang kita sayang maybe akan tinggal kita, tapi orang yang sayangkan kita takkan tinggal kita.bila dia sayang kita, we ourselves will fall in love with that person sebab keikhlasan dia.

usually kita sayang kat orang,tapi orang tu takla sayang kita sebanyak mana yang kita sayang dia.so dia take us for granted lah.rasa macam kita sayang dia, so kita akan stay dengan dia and takkan curang no matter what he or she does. tak perlu jaga hati pun takpa, dia sayang kita. betul tak? well that's what i always see lah. taktaulah orang lain macam mana kan.

dear anda anda diluar sana, janganlah take your partners for granted please. tak baik. awak fikir macam nilah, if dia buat awak macam tu, awak suka tak? contoh ye, if awak tak suka dia tipu, awak pun janganlah buat macam tu. contoh kedua, if awak mintak dia buat something or berubah, awak pun tolonglah take effort untuk buat benda yang sama. jangan biar dia rasa macam dia je yang nak make things work alone.

relationship ni perlu dua orang yang work things out.sorang tak laratlah.tak kesian kat partner awak ke. rajin-rajinlah fikirkan perasaan kedua-dua pihak ye. bukan susah nak jaga hubungan. selagi sayang, you'll find it easy to please your partner because you care for that person. communication itu penting.

*no offense people <3 *

k.a.w.a.n

ape yeah maksud kawan?rasa macam faham je before this tapi lately macam confuse pulak.confuse sebab certain orang buat macam-macam kan but then still call others as their friends.so how come a person can do some things to those that they call friend?

confuse much?ahah lemme show ya..

A is sad for something and needed someone, B just minded his or her own business, leaving A to be sad alone.
A is angry for something and needed someone, B just minded his or her own business, leaving A to be calm alone.
When A is no longer sad or angry, only then B "came to the rescue", saying "hey wanna talk?"

hahah **** you. now you wanna talk. where were you when A needed you.

so fikir sendirilah ye.layak ke awak digelar kawan.kalau pada i lah,kawan means being there both during good and bad times.tak perlulah menunjuk yang kononnye awak care,tapi sebenarnye tak.itu tak ikhlas namanye.

pergilah bukak kamus,tengok makna kawan.jangan sampai awak kena balik ape yang awak dah buat kat orang.perit rasanya ye sayang.

*no offense people <3 *