Sunday, November 4, 2012


I’m not saying it’s okay to be fat, I’m just saying fat people isn’t ugly. Who created the idea that skinny is pretty? Hey it rhymes!

Just because there are no fat Barbie dolls or fat top models, people label being fat as ugly. Come on lah guys, give these people a break. Some people are fat because of the genes, some because of medication, some because they have a low metabolic rate, and some because they simply love food.

People always say that a little round and fatty baby as cute and adorable, while skinny babies are ugly. Then bila dah besar terbalik pulak?

Who are we to judge people? Tak baik tau kutuk fizikal makhluk tuhan ni. Yes, people are not born fat, but who are we to say that these fat people are ugly? To me, the only thing why I’m against gaining weight is because of the diseases that might come with it. That’s why I’m struggling to lose weight.

Believe me, just because I gained few kilos, many people condemned me and they are still doing it. “Eh seha, you dah gemuklah” or “seha pakai baju tu tak cantiklah, sebab gemuk”. I was deeply upset at first, but after some time, I became thankful for what I’ve been through. You see, now I know who my real friends are, and who can accept me for who I am. People who condemn you? They just feel insecure about themselves. That’s why they have the time to criticize you. Semua benda yang berlaku, ada hikmahnya.

Be thankful, go through it with a positive attitude. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. =)

Tuesday, October 30, 2012


“Why don’t you trust me?”

Do you think it’s appropriate for a person to ask another person this question? Well it seems fine and it’s common for people to ask this question but that does not make it right does it. But I’m not saying it’s wrong either.

1)A guy promised to his girl, “I will always love you and be with you forever and ever and ever” and then the guy went off to another country and met another girl and said that “this girl is by my side when you’re not”

Duhh, she’s in MALAYSIA, and you’re in BLAH BLAH BLAH country, how is she suppose to be by your side, literally?

2) Another guy made the same promise, but up until now tak kahwin-kahwin lagi.

Hell-loww, how long do you expect her to wait? She’s not getting any younger is she? And then kan, after all the quarrel, the man or woman or whatever can still ask, why don’t you trust me? Come on lah, you want people to trust you, earn it lah. It’s not that hard. Just be sincere and even if it takes years, don’t you think it’s worth it? If you’re lucky enough to earn a person’s trust, don’t be stupid enough to lose it. It’ll take a longer time to earn it back, if it’s not impossible.=)

Do listen to this song, Bust Your Windows by Jazmine Sullivan. Enjoy ;)

Saturday, June 16, 2012

o.h.n.o.'s been awhile since i last posted some stuff in here.things changed.back then i did not have the need to write about anything because everything was in control and i had other ways to deal with things. people always say that:

it's not true huh..people change through time..not because of it.back then,it changed me for a better person, which was what i thought at first.until i realized it was so wrong. i no longer knew who i am, no longer knew what had happened to me, until recently something happened which pulled me back into the previous place where i started.

i guess this is where i am suppose to be, even from the start. it would save us from a lot of problems. hopes and feelings do not go well with me. ignorance is bliss. lets just go with the flow and if things don't go the way i wanted it to be, so be it. lets just pray.